I was molested by my older brother when I was about 8. I repressed all of the memories for about 15 years until they came out during a consentual sexual experience with a boyfriend. I remembered details, a certain dress I was wearing once, and many other details. I didn't just imagine it all suddenly, it really happened. Looking back my mother must have been blind ot to see that something was happening to me because I started acting out, my grades dropped, I withdrew,started talking about death. But there was never any questions or looking into the changes in me. My mom was too busy with her depression and my dads schzophrenia.