I wish she could be someone I could run to, day or night, good or bad, in urgent news or just to chit-chat. That when she thought of me she could call me up and we could just get together, walk together, talk together while in public outside of the office. That I could curl up like a fragile child in her lap, and feel her hand through my hair, and that would be enough to make everything ok for the moment.

In so many ways, she IS the person I need her to be.