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Old Dec 23, 2019, 11:22 PM
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Originally Posted by whatever2013 View Post
I'm so frustrated. I feel like i can't cope with life. I feel so weak and incompetent and exhausted. I've been ordering my groceries online even tho it's expensive because i can't deal with going out. Today they came and a pharmacy item i urgently needed was not delivered so i had to go out to get it which ruined the whole point of the delivery. I cried as i put on my boots and coat to go out. The bus journey and the mall were as dirty and noisy and crowded as i expected.


Then i had technical difficulties on the computer. First i couldn't join an email loop, then my new cell phone plan wants me to do some nonsense on their site, then the grocery delivery company sent me a confused email about the free delivery program i signed up for. I am just so f_ck!ng sick of the f_ck!ng computer!


I just feel so overwhelmed and helpless. I'm becoming an invalid, a shut-in. It's only going to get worse as i get older. There's no one to help me with the tasks of daily living. My eyes sting from crying. I just feel like giving up.


Well.., I hate that life is just being so difficult to you. ‘Tis the season for so many of us.

I do think you will have to force your self out to do your shopping.

You can stop becoming a invalid and helpless. All you need to do is make some laws for your self .. like absolutely force your self out of your house numerous days a week , it’s a law for yourself.

Sometimes crying is what we all need to do just to get everything out.

Be kind to yourself but push yourself to get out and find something enjoyable to do.

Hope you soon will feel better.
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