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Probably give it a year or two before I'll start becoming sad.

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Kaika, why do you think this? I am sorry to hear about the death of anyone, but that you wanted to post about it tells me you need something from the discussion. Do you find yourself having delayed reactions to things like this? Is it that you go numb during the process at the time, and later, when depressed it returns to your thoughts and makes you sadder?

I hope it won't. I hope you won't allow the past to affect you so severely. Keep good thoughts for yourself. You don't have to go to the funeral if you don't want to, or need to grieve. It's ok.