Thank you all for your replies. It's greatly appreciated.

Yeah, I do have a few friends I can call when things get rough. The only problem is that I don't always dare to call them, thinking I'm just bothering them. But yesterday my boyfriend told me to contact him whenever I feel bad, so I guess I better start taking advantage of that... in a good way.

I'm not sure if I can call my T or pdoc out of their office hours, but I will ask on Wednesday on my next appointment. I don't yet have an official DID diagnosis but we are working on it. We're going through all the other options to make sure there isn't an organic cause to this mess.

Again, thanks for reading. I will keep posting.