It's in the family and I have it. I passed my stress test eco guy kept saying awesome as he viewed my heart. Ok that's good news but I don't drink or smoke and other family members have and lived to 90's. Am I going to live to 100? This is a real problem.
I don't have a retirement plan, I won't do well when my mom and brother die. Especially my brother. If he takes after dad heart disease at 45, he's a few years away.
I know it's good news but I was hoping I was going to die during the test. Now I'm afraid of having a long meaningless life.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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