Hi Aviza. Glad to hear you have a healthy body. It is hard to imagine ourselves alone in this world without parents and siblings.
Maybe this is a wake up call to let you know it is time to think outside the personal self and think of and help others relieve some of their suffering. That can really help me when I remember it.
I just heard of someone whose neighbor baked some cookies and brought them over as a Christmas gift. It is the thought that counts. Every day can be a holiday.