<font color="purple">Not really, when it comes to the subject of death, it's more like I'm sad for a few seconds and then well, nothing. (which is why I think my brain is saving it for another date) it's not really how most people grieve which is kind of upsetting because it feels like if I don't mourn for several days that I don't care about the person who died.

Infact, the only time I've even cried when somone died was when my grandpa died, and that was back when I was a (little) kid. </font>