santa claus really did forget about me

all year I asked for a particular dvd and I was so excited to get it....

and I don't have it

it happens every year, I look forward to getting something that never actually happens

perhaps it's finally time to admit that their isn't a santa, but I can't do that.. because it helps me have a childhood I never had

but what's the point in believing in someone who doesn't bring me 1 gift

not 1