I am new and I realize it’s been a couple of months since anyone responded to this thread. I too am grieving the loss of my two adult children and their children who are alive.

I feel very alone and ashamed to tell anyone. I think they will think I was a bad mother. I was not. I’m sure I made mistakes but I was not abusive or neglectful.

I will try to message you. Not sure what I have access to right now.

Thanks for sharing