My Christmas has been very boring, and I can't concentrate on anything right now because my Ritalin has worn off and because I am also very frustrated, so here I am, typing this message.

I want to concentrate so badly so that I can read, but even audiobooks aren't helping. I feel incredibly stupid right now. I feel brain dead.

I did get some nice presents, but they're mostly clothes, so I can't really use them right now. Thus, I have to find something to do with what I brought with me to my parents' house, yet I am not sure what to do because everything I try is just a major fail, which only adds to my frustration level. It's a vicious cycle.