I feel somewhat similar. People seem like a burden to me. They all say they want to hear what I have to say but they don't. They don't. Personally I don't think I am particularly negative but when we talk about common things, I tend to know as much as them and they don't like that.. they want to be the person who tell everyone else. If I am actually me, they don't like it... they don't what to hear who I am.
I wish people would just stop talking to me. Stop inviting me to things. Stop trying to *reach out*. I don't know why they do it. I want to be the person who I am and yet, they seem to want to use that person and act like they can. With all of them.. they say, tell me about you, I do, they don't like me... they try to change me, I don't change, they give up... and I get hurt because the rejection is right there.
Just don't talk to me in the first place!! ??? I don't know why they do. I would be happy if they didn't try in the first place.