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Originally Posted by StreetcarBlanche
To put it into perspective, my family has abandoned me. And, it really isn't that great to go through life without a support system of people who will let me turn to them when I need help.
Do you feel like you aren't your authentic self with everyone all the time?
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Yes. I constantly self-censor because I'm afraid that I'm too weird/f***ed up/depressing for everybody. The few people I've really opened up to in the past have all eventually left me behind. It would be less painful if the people I'm less close to would also leave me behind. I feel stupid for worrying about hurting other people when nobody seems to be worried about me.