I am so tired of being like this-I'm not sleepy well, I am depressed and feel like bawling my eyes out, but I can't seem to make that happen. I am so exhausted, I am numb but at the same time I can feel things-makes no sense I know-I am angry I am sad I am hurt, I am alot of things today, I have no control over things and I can not stand it anymore-I need control over something-I just want to cry. I want out of this body. Anyone ever feel like this, I have so much anger inside today.