...from looking at you like you're some kind of bomb, about to go off??
One little freak out at school, and now everyone watches me for signs of insanity. My friends incessantly ask me "how are you feeling today?" I wish I could erase their memories and start all over again. Clean slate, no freak out, no worrying.
The LAST thing I want to do is make them worry about me. They all have tons of stress on them right now, but they worry about ME. That's wrong, and I want them to go live their own lives and not waste time on me.
Is it possible to say "something" to get them to just stop worrying, stop caring so much? I hate the guilty feeling of knowing I've caused them to worry.
sigh
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Oh, my glass house just came crashing down and cut me all to ribbons...
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