Well despite my difficulty he loves me and we talked it out. I'm not actually ready to remarry just like having the option. Anyway, we always have a lovely time and thinks were soulmates. I've agreed to see him more and "just enjoy each other" not in a sexual way we haven't done that yet. I feel so good around him, so happy. We disagree on so many things I can't really see this working but it is so far.