Yesterday was the last day. I decided not to ask him for his phone again, even if I said I would. Instead, we talked as we used to and I asked him if he feels better. And guess what? He asked me my phone number and told me that the day I asked him he didn't have his phone! Ahhh... I felt so peaceful... It seriously looks like he put me to the test to see how long I could stand without acting anxious. Especially because after that, he asked me many random things as if he were trying to tell me that he didn't forget our last talk... And so I did, too.

I threw the ball to his court, and he sent it back... Definitively when someone wants to be part of your life they'll do it, and those who don't will try to make up any excuse. Now I'll try not to abuse text messages and try the same strategy when I want to meet up with him: be patient...

Thank you all for your kind support. I feel stupid when I read everything I've posted in this thread and I honestly must do something with these recurrent paranoid ideas I have.

Oh, I almost forgot. Apparently they're interested in extending the contract of those interns they've found productive. And this man has told me twice via text that he's sure he'll see me again one day. So maybe I work with him once more.