My psych case manager had a meeting with me yesterday. She had a lot of questions about how Ive been feeling. Ive been basically ok and not hospitalized- even though I probably shouldve been when I was manic back in May. So then I feel like my bipolar isn't serious enough and Im gonna lose benefits- but my pdoc and case manager are trying their hardest to keep me well. I still think I shouldve been in the hospital last spring but my pdoc just overdosed me on Seroquel. I still am taking it but a lower dose. So I just end up thinking my bipolar isnt serious enough this year. Of course if you read my file it looks like I'm batshit every day!