I can't get over how I've ruined my life. My mom started bring up my divorces, and yes it upsets me so I went to the bathroom and left. Than cried in my car.

I broke up with the guy I liked yesterday because he'll never marry again. I just can't be a forever girlfriend. He thought it best I never marry again since I've had 3 failed marriages.

And despite having a wonderful Christmas, I know I ruined my life I have no family of my own. And never will.