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Its sad when you realize you've had to shrink your world so small so as to only talk to yourself. I know that at least a little of that reality. Living by myself with no support network other than what the state provides. Others cannot relate unless they live it. Not people here, but people in general. Even specialists, who, wellmeanibgly, try to push you beyond what you know is good for you on any given day. Where only you and white noise exist. Thank goodness for the Internet and PC.
Keeping away from people, or not being able to go out amidst despite a desire to do so is incredibly crushing mentally. It cripples even simple things like getting milk or bread. Please don't take these limitations to heart. You didn't choose the life or illness you fight.
I hear your pain, because this isn't the reality you want. I'm glad you find some solace here amidst PC friends.
Day by day, minute by minute. And too... don't forget, someone like me will come along hours later, read your post and suddenly not feel quite so alone.
For that I thank you
Xx
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Belly buttons. To be an Innie or an Outtie.
THAT is the question
Last edited by Underdevelopment; Dec 28, 2019 at 11:43 PM.
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