@~Christina When I've had fudge fail- mostly not setting up- I eat it with a spoon or put it over ice cream, too! I also have had water in my lungs once, too. It was this last year sometime: I was drinking out of a fountain really fast and I gasped for air but I breathed in the water! Well, my body objected and I started coughing like CRAZY! Whooping on the "in" breaths! And nobody would come see if I was ok! This was at the building where I see pdoc.

N1 has changed her name (yet again) to Noel. It goes back with the "N" theme of all 3 kids' names.

Speaking of Aliens, I've had that sleep paralysis when I was a teenager. No fun! I used to be quite scared of aliens. Now I just get scared of entities in my walls. My pdoc said "You were really out-of-it!" Referring to that day.

Christmas was ok. Got most of my presents from one friend- a mani-pedi, a squishy faux down comforter, a nice winter coat... He wants to get me an exercise bike but I'm beginning to wonder if he won the lotto or something!

Been talking with Caleb on the phone a lot lately- even today as he had to work today and thats when he usually can talk- while he's at work driving a recycle/garbage truck.

Ii guess that's all for now. I did catch up on reading all the posts. Plus, I worry my SSI will be taken away if I'm not "sick enough"- i.e. haven't been hospitalized in the psych ward this year. I almost was when manic back in May but pdoc just sedated me with high amounts of Seroquel.