@~Christina When I've had fudge fail- mostly not setting up- I eat it with a spoon or put it over ice cream, too! I also have had water in my lungs once, too. It was this last year sometime: I was drinking out of a fountain really fast and I gasped for air but I breathed in the water! Well, my body objected and I started coughing like CRAZY! Whooping on the "in" breaths! And nobody would come see if I was ok! This was at the building where I see pdoc.


N1 has changed her name (yet again) to Noel. It goes back with the "N" theme of all 3 kids' names.


Speaking of Aliens, I've had that sleep paralysis when I was a teenager. No fun! I used to be quite scared of aliens. Now I just get scared of entities in my walls. My pdoc said "You were really out-of-it!" Referring to that day.


Christmas was ok. Got most of my presents from one friend- a mani-pedi, a squishy faux down comforter... He wants to get me an exercise bike but I'm beginning to wonder if he won the lotto or something!


Been talking with Caleb on the phone a lot lately- even today as he had to work today and thats when he usually can talk- while he's at work driving a recycle/garbage truck.


Ii guess that's all for now. I did catch up on reading all the posts. Plus, I worry my SSI will be taken away if I'm not "sick enough"- i.e. haven't been hospitalized in the psych ward this year. I almost was when manic back in May but pdoc just sedated me with high amounts of Seroquel.