Thanks, MD--I'll look into the Lush situation. That could help.

Yeah, Blanche, it's hard to say. I have been on this regimen for quite awhile and I slept just fine until this past summer's (typical, for me) manic time. Since then, it's been rough. I tried stopping the Provigil and it did not seem to make one bit of difference. I have not d/c'd the Wellbutrin out of fear of a major crash and burn. But maybe I should.

Anyhow, just coming out of this psychotic/manic thing last month and I am obviously not totally stable yet. Still some voices. Will see pdoc soon and try to get a game plan. It is interesting to me that neither Seroquel nor Zyprexa can put me to sleep anymore. It's like taking water.

The room seems neutral to me, but I no doubt could make it nicer. I have never been the decorator in my homes, always took the back seat there and right now am living solo. Let's just say it would be obvious entering that a male resides here. It is extremely clean and neat, but certainly not cozy, I guess.

Anyhow, thank you both for the kind words. I will carry on and somehow, this will get better. I just have to not give up. And I won't.