Don't give up Hope! Things can still work out. You just need to find the right person. Marriage is a SERIOUS thing and it's better to spend it with someone who TRULY Loves You and Cares About You. Otherwise what's the point in Marrying? I certainly understand You wanting to have Children, if that's what You want, but they need to grow in an Healthy Environembt! Are You seeing a Therapist at the moment? Perhaps it would be useful to explore WHY you Marriages have been failing thus far. Perhaps You've just had bad Luck? Or perhaps there's something in Your Unconscious that lets you certain kind of people get close to You. Just some food for Thought! You don't have to do it or to agree with me of course! In any case, whatever You decide to do, I'm wishing You the BEST of Happiness! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Aviza, your Family, your Friends, Your Mother, Your Daughter, Your Son, Your Future Husband, Your Relatives, your Uncles, your Nephews, your Courins and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!