I'm afraid I'll never be in a genuine committed relationship due to how unattractive I am. My looks already limit my opportunities and it clearly affects how people treat me on a daily basis. I'm thinking about calling in sick tomorrow from work because I feel uglier than usual. I think I'm getting more and more ugly as time goes on and I'm growing unbelievable ugly at a rapid pace. I'm only 22 years old and I feel like I shouldn't be alive. If I had a support system, maybe this would be more bearable for me but I don't, so it's stressing me out. Today I took a video of myself with the back camera on my phone. The back camera usually shows all my flaws so I thought taking a video with the back camera would show how I look like to others. When I watched that video of myself, I was very sad. I look mad. My forehead is too low. My hair is disgusting. My back is arched. Everything is wrong. And I don't want to live like this. How do I get over how I look?