I've felt like such a mound of crap for the past couple of weeks...I've wanted to cut so bad, but I haven't gotten a chance to with family always around...Sometimes, i look at my wrist and i think about how, with just a cut in the right spot, i could stop feeling like this for good...it just seems too easy...i cant do that to my family...i'm kind of rambling right now, sorry...i just wanted to get this off of my chest...i dont want to share any of this with my family...so this was the best option right now...