About two years ago,I fell into a deep depression,tried to od,was put on many different meds,finally one helped. I had to discontinue it due to no medical insurance and lack of funds. Depression doesn't really seem to be too much of an issue now,although I do have really down days. My problem is ever since I had my "break down" ,I have not felt myself. Its almost like I lost my "personality", I have nothing to contribute in conversations,and just feel emotionally dead. It scares me cause at times I feel I'm losing my mind. Has anyone else ever felt this? What is going on with me?