In think I have to face the reality that I have to come off Mirapex.

I've reduced it quite a bit and now the depression is starting to come back. I can see the type of thoughts are changing towards more negative. It's very subtle but it's definitely happening.

And the problem is that I'm still not sleeping properly. So I've stopped Wellbutrin, and reduced the Mirapex as far as I think I can go but I'm still experiencing insomnia.

My life is really messed up at the moment. I'm hearing and seeing things, not going to work, not driving, going to bed at 6pm, etc.

So I think I'll have to talk to my pdoc about her starting Remeron. I have to try to get some stability back into my life and I think this is the best shot at it.