It didn't go well
I told her I didnt feel confortable sharing certain things, that I was having a really bad day and I had to go to work..... I asked her for a prazosin prescription which she gave me. But she told me I had to return since the prescription is only for two months. I told her to not give me an appointment rigth now, that I would rather call later and ask for it. She gave it to me anyway while asking me if I will come to the appointment. I told her I will cancel it and ask for another one when I feel mentally prepared. She got angry and said she will call me if I do not show up. I said I didnt want her to do that.... Then she said she will try to talk to me when I have the appointment with my therapist/psychologist... I told her NO. She gave me an appointment anyway.
I cancelled the appointment she gave me.
She rolled her eyes when I told her I didnt feel confortable at the day hospital because of the place (she asked me why I stopped going).
She wanted to push meds either.
She insinuated I was lying when I told her that I stopped meds before leaving the day hospital (it seems that according to whatever there is in the PC she has, I was taking meds when released from the day hospital.... I wasnt.... I guess my formed pdoc forgot to take away old prescriptions from the informatic system).
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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