Have you ever done something you felt was right at the time, and then later said "DOH!" I never should have done that? WHY did I do that? And then live to regret it because it turned out to be a HUGE mistake?

I'm having one of those moments. It's the worst feeling in the world. I just want to disappear and die right now.

I cannot talk about the details, so please don't ask... it's far too humiliating and embarrassing. All I can say is what I did has impacted and upset several people, including my husband.

The worst part is I did what I did because of my OWN issues. It's all MY problem.

I hope I haven't ruined everything. I feel like a very bad person right now, and very screwed up in the head..