What pisses me off the most about all this? Is that those f'n liars and cheaters, this was their doing, and now I have an issue with trust that I cannot seem to resolve, as a result of their bad behavior and actions. So here I am, dealing with it, suffering because of it, and years later still..... it's just not fair. It's not right. They skate away, unscathed, and I have bruises, cuts and burns that I cannot seem to heal from. And my husband suffers now too, because I have a problem.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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