Not so good.

The thought of watching the tick of the clock from one year, one decade to another doesn't fill me with hope. It fills me with fear. Fear of yet another year, hell another decade on the same roller coaster.

I will cry at midnight. Not rejoice.

The falseness of "Happy New Year' messages - the expected norm sticks in my throat. But what else is there to do? I don't want to bring anyone else down. I understand the opportunity to reassess, set goals. Maybe I need to try harder.

I wish all on PC a peaceful & healthy 2020.