Myzen, I'd have to agree with you there. From the beginning of Intensive Out Patient Relapse Prevention, I was told an alcoholic or drug addict could never use 'socially' as *regular* people could. I had gotten to where I drank a whole bottle of Jagermeister a day and still wanted more, but recently I drank two Smirnoff's and it made me kinda icky so I stopped. I think the desire just kinda fades for some after so long without it, but I guess it depends on the individual.