2020 is gonna start on a mixed note for me. On the plus side, I've got insurance for the first time in six months and just in time to get a new therapist. I see my current one in a telehealth context and he feels he can;t adequately manage my case over Skype. That sucks, considering I've been with this therapist for four years and I don't want to change. However, I see the wisdom of visiting someone who would have access to local resources that could help me.
Work has cut my hours to unsustainable levels. It's kinda hard to pay the bills on 14 hours a week. So, I'm gonna spend some of my five days off looking for another job. Fingers crossed!
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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Litany Against Fear (Dune)
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