When I was younger I tried to ignore my emotions. I thought if I just went through the motions of living (getting up, going to school, coming home, eating dinner, going to bed...) it would all be over before I knew it. Obviously it didn't work. It's funny what a persons mind will think/justify/imagine/plan, isn't it?!?!?

I think I violated all the etiquette in a chat room. I haven't been back since. I feel like I owe them an appology, but I can't remember who was all in there or how to go about it...I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. Maybe I'm over reacting again???

My therapist wants me to be more assertive and open. Usually when I make a conscientious effort to do this it backfires on me. Grrrr...