In my book what you described does not make you a bad person. “Cluster C personality disorders are characterized by anxious, fearful thinking or behavior.” I feel a person has to do some really bad things to be considered a bad person (like things that put you in prison for many years).

I was diagnosed and obsessively reasarched and soul searched to decide what is true and what isn’t and where I am the culprit or it is others. Even if I may have done some bad things at times, I am not a bad person.

We’re all on a journey to grow and improve.