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Old Jan 01, 2020, 04:16 PM
pumpernickel1 pumpernickel1 is offline
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I have been having issues with over stimulation. I'm not sure what's causing it. I withdrew from benzos 1 and a half years ago but I should be healed by now. Around 4,5 ish until whenever I go to bed, I suddenly think super deep, am often paranoid, and get euphoric. It's happened ever since the benzo withdrawal. I've noticed low blood sugar makes a big difference. I've also noticed if I drink alcohol, even 1 drink, I daydream, live in fantasy land, have paranoia against the government, family, etc. But I'm often sometimes euphoric as well. I've taken antipsychotics for this issue but it only helps a little bit. Not much. It's also paranoia where I don't completely believe my thoughts but the thoughts are also kind of euphoric. I think I'm the only one who can save my town from the time elves lol. It's almost more fantasy and daydream than psychosis. It happens almost always when the sun starts going down. So in winter, this starts around 4pm. Summer 7-8 PM. If it's sunny out all day the issue isn't as bad. I've been reading about Chinese Medicine and the circadian rhythm cycle. They believe there's certain emotional 2 hr cycles throughout a 24 hr time period. It seems like what I'm going through. It all seems to be linked to sunlight and blood sugar, all these symptoms. Anyone have any idea? I'm confused. I see my pdoc in a week but don't tell him alot about myself. Haven't had meds adjusted in a yr.
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