or sad or...??? scared maybe? no, probably sad...or both. But in this moment, I'm feeling furious at my husband because he keeps lecturing me on ways to lose weight and that I need to lose weight for my health...I forgot what else I said in the other thread about this... oh, well, that the lectures don't help because I have x,y, z reasons why his "solutions" don't work for me. and he says i have no willpower to stop binging or to start weight lifting. For me to lose weight, I'd have to cut back/exercise a ton to make any difference and it just doesn't seem feasible to me! I don't know what to do!! Any thoughts? Anyone feel the same?? Anyone have any strategies? (don't worry, i won't scream down your throat, just maybe you have better suggestions) BTW, I'm on Zoloft and Clonazapam right now. Not sure if these contribute to weight gain and/or to trouble losing weight. I go from birth control pills to this stuff...

i'm damn depressed by this and feel like I need the antidepressants more than ever now living with this ongoing annoying lectures/whathaveyou. Ugh!