Um, well, this isn't really widely known nationally, but, um, let's just say that, yes, there was significant physical (as well, of course, as other kinds of) abuse in that surgery program. It's a whole long story. I need to tell it--for me, I do. But I have to figure out how I am going to manage my PTSD when I do it. I have kind of dissociated and hidden it away in a steel box with a giant lock on top. I tend to pretend like it never happened and that it was my fault. Opening it up is scary. But that wasn't directed at you--it was directed at me.