If you read my other thread, you know I’m having some serious issues with my son. So I’m laying here snuggled next to him, as he’s sleeping soundly and I literally feel as though I’m about to vomit and I have a headache. And I’m listening to Rod Stewart (no good right now). And I am terrified of the idea that he might have bipolar that looks like mine. I remember during my first severe episode at 14 and it scares the **** out of me...especially knowing the statistics are even worse for boys. I feel lost.