Wel the tree is down and put away. I only got a couple hours sleep last night so I'm dragging. My body temp gets out of wack when I don't sleep, I get over heated doing the most simple things. I got to pee constantly too. I'm just too old for not sleeping anymore.

Mum is watching more western shows. After my dream of last night I don't need to be watching more western shows. Men and a woman were riding little horses, not ponies but mini horses. I didn't have a horse but I was expected to get the cattle rounded up and moving. Man were those some big steers with impressive horns. I was afraid to get close to them. Multiple cattle were lying down and I had to lean in and shake a rag at them to get them going. Then they went the wrong way, all of them running. That was scary.

I always thought everyone dreams in details. But you all express amazement. I get so jealous of people who can sleep. All my life I've chased sleep and it remains elusive. Mum could never get me to take naps so she settled for me doing quite time with books and toys. Maybe my dreams are so detailed cause I get so little sleep that my brain has to cram everything in?

Last night my cat came to see why I was tossing and turning, I told him I was trying to sleep. Then Yoda's words appeared to me. No try, just do. I wondered out loud how does one DO sleep. That would be lovely. To say I'm going to sleep, and then sleep!