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Old Jan 02, 2020, 02:41 PM
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Originally Posted by Gymgirl71 View Post
I am posting here before I make a mistake...I almost contacted him and I don’t want to do that...I will only feel 10x worse! I am having yet another anxiety attack because I know in my heart he used me and no longer has a use for me...
If posting here can get you through that kind of moment you Rock! Good for you. I know the feeling you describe and the struggle. Believe me it is Worth it to tough it out and if you 'slip', just start over immediately, NO CONTACT.
(it helps to have a written (can never remember these things in 'the moment')
list of activities that you can do instead (or must do FIRST, long enough to travel over or under those waters...
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