I got home about 20 minutes ago. I can still feel some of the after effects. I'm always cold afterwards. It takes a while to get your sea legs back. I'll probably sleep for most of the day.
Ketamine makes you hyper-aware of EVERYTHING. It's really weird and trippy. It makes you very aware of your brain, too. This time I just kept telling myself to let it go. Let go of all the pain and misery. Time will tell if this works. I'll post again as I notice improvements in my behavior.

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