yes, the owner

As I hoped, I feel much better in the light of day. I powered through some tasks, and feel better. Some work stuff resolved just fine, so that’s a relief. I tried to remember that last night all through the night, but it didn’t work.

she scares me, and I stuff it down and beat myself up. She intimidates me, and I’m mostly certain she does it intentionally. Sometimes She tells me her strategies against people, so I know she does this. NOT my fave type of person, but I guess she thinks she needs to be this way. Then she talks about micro-aggressions against her by men, when it doesn’t seem there was any. I’ve consoled her many a time actually.

I believe I’m her longest lasting employee.

I can’t see the forest through the trees sometimes. Trying.