My new years was uneventful. I'm glad it's over with. Too stressful to be all alone on a holiday. I'm ready to get back to a normal routine. It's funny... people sent out texts and well wishes for New years and that's the last I heard from anyone. Just makes the loneliness worse. My sister J doesn't text me anymore. Oh well, I have a new message for myself. "Expect nothing. You won't be disappointed."