We’re having two of my aunts visit tomorrow. They are two of the kindest, most loving people you could meet and still I’m having panic attacks. So frustrating! At this rate, I’ll slip off to a movie and avoid them altogether. I so wish I weren’t like that. I’ve decided to try to understand it and show myself some compassion.

Traveling halfway Monday to meet M before she starts back to school. We’re going to eat at Applebee’s...a nice change from Cracker Barrel.

I’m getting my new glasses the week of 1/8. Yay!!! I sincerely hope that clears up my problems driving at night. I’ve signed up for several meet ups after dark and I’m counting on this to work out. I’ll get progressive contacts as well once I save up.

I’m okay. I’m not sleeping well and 2020 so far has been stressful and overwhelming for me. I hope that changes soon. I wish everyone (including me) a wonderful, peaceful 2020.

Warm regards to all and hugs to those that are struggling.