The word "actually" cute didn't meant anything malevolent. I was genuine in what I meant they are cute.
She struggles in general as well to put her emotions in words like sad, shame, angry etc. So her way to make me feel bad was mainpulative and try to put flase guilt on me instead of checking the facts and asked what I meant.instead she went by a assumption.

But what I'm asking is, is she just using me? Its not a real friendship..that she just drop me like many other people she has in the past.