I’ve been hit with disappointment for having any expectations at all. I’m baffled as to why, as this has come from my own family. I’m not being treated like the loved mama, even though I do all the things that are expected of one. It kills me to watch endless TV where the mama is loved, honored, protected and I am emotionally abandoned. I really don’t get why it’s happened to me.

What did I do wrong? And getting sensitive and depressed over it, and showing that to them was the worst thing I could do. It made them hate me rather than show their love to me more.