katie no, i never told her anything. i think she can't even remember i told her i have a history of abuse. this is the family dr - not the one i see nearly every month who i trust more and feel safe with. i haven't told her anything like SI or DID or the anxiety/depression. I was trying to get myself to ask her about anxiety meds so i can go to the dentist... but that got pushed out of my brain again. i think my filling broke and i have put it off a month now already.
dr started freaking me out - asking if i'd been in other than this (which would mean physical and all that that i am avoiding)... thankfully she dropped it and didn't say i had to come back. she scares me - i mean, she's nice but very brisk and i really don't like her quick movements - i have to watch her and guard me all the time. i can't think of things non-survival based. makes me edgy..... make any sense?
=( kiya