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Originally Posted by Crazy Hitch
Today is what (would be) my wedding anniversary to my exhusband.
I’m ashamed to say ... I hate what he did ... but deep down I may just ... still love him. Never in the way as husband and wife but more as the person he is minus the affair(s). I disgusted in myself to even type it. It’s NEVER something I’d admit to my now partner. In April my new partner and I would have been together for 4 years. But deep do inside in the quietness of my mind I think I still struggle with the concept of 100% letting m ex go.
Some days I think I’m still grieving.
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You wanted to ( and did) love him and keep your promise of comittment. He didn't which hurt you. That doesn't change that you loved him and wanted to keep your promise to him. When we really love a person we don't "just" forget them or how we loved them. I think you still mourn what you lost when it came to your ex.